Very tough for a “differently abled” spiritual pioneer on a spiritually backward planet

I keep taking 3 grams of vitamin C a day to keep me from getting sick as I continue to push myself closer to the edge spiritually with my extremely intense meditative walking, meditative running and meditative dumbbell swing exercise routines! I do take 2 B-complex vitamin tablets, a multivitamin mineral tablet and 2 calcium-magnesium-zinc tablets a day!  Routinely I eat oatmeal with each of my 6 meal small calorie restricted meals which also contain a helping of canned greens(mainly spinach)or an occasional raw tomato or fruit.   Most people in this spiritually backward world do not value whether someone with my unique spiritual abilities is able to survive here and it is so hard to reach those that are truly open to a spiritual pioneer like me! It is do so hard to wake this world up spiritually so that it will develop the spiritual maturity to handle the intense problems that come with the advanced technological age we now exist in! I now weight 121 at 5′ 10″ with the spiritual ascetic body type I am creating! I am not restrained by the conservative spiritual mindset of science or of the predominating spiritual beliefs of the past! I am a spiritual realist and not into crazy spiritual beliefs created by wild imaginations that do not interface that well with the type of reality we now exist in!

I have spent a lot of my life having a certain amount of denial of being “differently abled”! This is not surprising since most other people tended to be in denial of this about me also! I now need to really stand up for myself and fight the spiritual insensitivity that exists in this world toward people with very special abilities that come as the result of being very limited in what they are able to do! In order to advance further spiritually and in other ways in this world we need to better utilize all the talent we have in this world! Everyone can also develop more of their capabilities provided they develop more spiritual sensitivity toward themselves and others as unique individuals!

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The cycle of life and the spirits that are part of it are eternal!

      We have no creator! We(advanced individual spirits) are eternal! God is a universal spirit and no one can get a perfect connection to God. All human beings must do the hard spiritual work and deep thinking required in order to better tune into the universe and God and thus become really healthy spiritually/emotionally. mentally and physically as a result!. One can not handle the physical stress that comes with taking on a lot spiritually/emotionally if one does not find a way to become really healthy physically!
      Continuous reincarnation is the best spiritual theory for getting people to really value and be effective in their current reality they exist in, because they will just continue in it and its cycles for ever! No escape! So they better seriously face it and become good at handling it spiritually. That is why this theory is most likely the truth! Because it is the one that enables people to get the most out of themselves spiritually! It just works the best, and that is what counts the most spiritually. It is not just a make someone feel good theory like some type of drug!
      What happens when you die?? Your spirit goes into a dream like spiritual state! It is like going to sleep, but the dream state feels more real! Some people do not realize they are dead! I had too tell my brother while connecting to him in a dream that he was dead for a while after his death! The spirit will need to eventually wake up from this sort of extended dream state and be reborn in a physical world which has the intensity and challenges to bring out the most in the spirit. The continuous cycle of life and death and life again will not end! It is an extremely important cycle in our reality! Cycles are an important part of life and spiritual existence and we need to embrace their value in order to get the most out of our spiritual existence as advanced individual front line spirits within this extremely valuable universe we are part of and require as our habitat to make our existence possible!
     The spiritual requires intense effort rationally directed in order to become really good at it. One has to do the required work to earn the spiritual competence one desires. No human being is exempt from this. No short cuts or special favoritism from the universal spirit! All advanced individual spirits like us have to do the work required if they desire to become really capable in the spiritual area which is just another area one can specialize in!
     To become a spiritual specialist one has to become really intuned with ones physical body as it is ones most personal link to the natural world and thus the universe, so intense meditative training is required along with spiritual theories/programming that is good enough to enable one to handle such training by tuning one better into reality as represented by our universe and the universe’s spirit.. We need specialist in many fields to make our reality work really well! But, we all can work hard enough to become healthy enough physically and spiritually to meet our individual needs so that we can best contribute positively to this world in the unique way we are best able to!

Links to my spiritual stuff on internet

Trauma, denial, distortions of reality, and projection of ones flaws onto others in the outside world: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/07/09/trauma-denial-distortion-of-reality-and-projection-of-ones-flaws-on-others-and-outside-world/
Yahoo Answers best answers:
The unique diet that works best for me:
Also look at other wordpress blog posts and facebook notes!
I am found on the internet by putting “astrogoodwin” into a search engine!

Why does my survival depend on constantly pushing the edge spiritually

I keep having to explain myself to others! So I decided to do a note on this subject!
I do not have any means to make a living in this world by normal means because I am “differently abled” with limited visual memory(ability to keep track of things), and limited finer motor skills(which make me tire quickly when doing things requiring them to quite a degree)! Most work requires a visual memory good enough to provide one with a visual idea of what one should be doing! Without the right ability to visualize one will feel lost in a lot of environments when it comes to how to normally respond to it! I am good at creatively responding to situations since I have to do this an awful lot! This creativity I use as compensation for my lack of normal visual memory and ability does help me develop new stuff spiritually! I am also really good at dealing with simple structural visuals which is useful when developing spiritual theories! I just do not have a lot of distractions in my mind that having a lot of visual memories to deal with and respond to creates! I just am very complicated in how my body and mind operates, but I am very skilled in the spiritual especially and function best when in a crisis state which is natural when one is so often put in one by circumstances! My body and mind limitations are naturally in harmony with the type of spirit I am! I do find that a lot of people are not capable or willing to understand a spirit as different as mine! That is what motivates me to challenge people who conform to the spiritual beliefs that predominate or in fashion on this planet and are inadequate.
Here is a link to my facebook profile page which has links to my other spiritual stuff on the internet:
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10210214091253350&set=a.1392358213610.2055329.1371789816&type=3&theater

Will be age 66 soon, and need my innovative spiritual energy and ideas to reach the public while I am still in my prime.

Will be 66 really soon! Need to finally make something really happen in my life in this world. I have so much to offer this world, but need to meet the right people to enable my spiritual insights and techniques to reach this world. People as unique as me just do live in a world designed to cooperate with them. We all need to work with others to function well in this world. A lot of people do not recognize how much help they get from society as a result of them having abilities that society recognizes, values and supports! New ideas need to be spread by word of mouth and networking. I expect my friends to do this for me. If they do not, I do not have energy to waste on them. My time on this Earth is getting shorter all the time. I will not live forever. I need to reach the public while I am in my prime!

I do have a fantastic spiritually focused astrology system that need to be utilized and spread to the public! It will improve further as more creative minds with an interest in improving astrology as a spiritual tool add their talent to figuring out all the ways it can work!

I have important links to utilize to connect with my important spiritual stuff on the internet!  Putting astrogoodwin into a search engine can help one find quite a bit about me and my ideas.  I have a huge volume of spiritual stuff on the internet that still has not reached many people in a spiritually backward world that badly needs to develop further spiritually to better deal with the extreme challenged our modern highly technological world poses for us!  Here are some helpful links:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPJFHd_Tr4SWnAHvmDf41rw/videos?sort=dd&view=0&shelf_id=0

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2016/10/04/meditative-walking-developing-a-stronger-spiritual-connection-with-the-physical/

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/07/26/my-astrology-system-formula-2/

How we envision God affects our spiritual effectiveness on this Earth

I feel as one become more tuned in spiritually how you picture God will change. We need to feel more empowered spiritually in this world in order to become more responsible here for the spiritual state this world is in! The vision of an all powerful autocratic God just does not help us advance enough further spiritually which we badly need to do in order to positively transform a world that badly need to be! We have to see us as the front line spirits that have an awful lot of impact on the world we exist in and then develop ourselves to perform our role better! We have to see our physical universe as being very vital to us spiritually in order to put enough of our spiritual energy into improving the part of this universe we now exist in! Every united component of our reality has a spirit and so the physical universe as a whole must have one. I believe we as advanced individual spirits must nurture both the physical world we live in and the spirit that maintains it in order to make things work well spiritually here. But, we can only properly nurture that which we really appreciate the value of and that we understand really well!

Being individual front line spirits we are able to use the unique abilities we can develop spiritually to make quite a difference in the universe we are part of! Being incarnated in a physical body in a challenging physical world enables us to develop really great guiding spiritual theories and training techniques that can greatly increase our spiritual capabilities to impact the universe we are part of. When we make ourselves a lot less important in this world by making God play too strong a role we really weaken our spiritual effectiveness. When God is envisioned as so powerful that only God is considered eternal, this really weakens us! But, when we see us as eternal advanced individual spirits that play an extremely important role in how our universe and its spirit(God) functions, we really empower ourselves and enable us to value the need to make the effort to develop further so that we can play this vital role. We have made such advances in recent centuries in the areas of science and technology in this world and need to now do the same in the spiritual area. We can not do this if we do not see how much we are capable of spiritually and belittle the power we have in this universe! We can do really amazing things spiritually in this challenging physical world when we function as advanced individual spirits with the collective oneness that can come from getting a lot more out of ourselves spiritually as separate advanced individual spirits.

 

I live in Houston and felt a lot of the spiritual impact of Hurricane Harvey

I am always training hard in order  to get stronger and more aware spiritually!  #Hurricane #Harvey did test me when it came within inches of flooding my home when we had around 20 inches of rain Saturday night.  I was lucky, others in #Houston and #Texas were not so lucky!  A great deal of spiritual trauma will be left in its wake that will last for decades!  People who are familiar with me realize I have the most extreme creative spiritual focus one could have.  I have developed better spiritual theories(including a new @astrology system based on them) and meditative exercise techniques that are really good at helping people to cope with life at its most challenging and the trauma that comes with it.  I am not that good at anything else due to being “differently abled” neurologically with limited visual memory and limited finer motor skills, that is why I am so good at what I do!  My uniqueness has made survival extremely rough for me making me live life in a sort of continuous crisis!  This has been advantageous to my #spiritual development since I utilize this to develop crisis oriented spiritual training techniques.  I always have to see how I can turn what appears to be negative into a positive, since that is the only way I can survive in this spiritually backward world that is often very hostile(unknowingly)to people like me.  In times of crises we need to utilize more of our unique human resources and we have a lot of people who have special talents that we are not utilizing at this time.  We need to develop enough spiritual maturity to value as much of our human capabilities within ourselves and within our society if we are going to better handle the extreme challenges we will face in this future on this planet  During World War II we had to better utilize our human resources when it came to women and minorities which eventually led to changes in our society regarding them!  A lot of “differently abled” people exist in our society who we need to figure out how to take advantage of what capabilities they have or can develop with proper training geared to what special abilities they possess!

I have a huge amount(a book worth) of spiritual stuff on the internet which can be found by doing a search on my internet name “astrogoodwin”.  I really need people to gt the word out about me, since I am being ignored by a world that is so often trapped in mindsets that limit its ability to be open to anything really new and challenging  in the spiritual area especially that which has a very strong physical reality based focus.   I have around 90 youtube videos I created with my business partner Michelle Ronquillo that have not yet got many viewers!  New ideas do have to go against resistance since they do not have all the psychic/spiritual support that others ideas have that have so many believers in them.  Spiritually, believers have a lot of spiritual impact on this world and the power of belief creates a lot of spiritual support.energy that helps certain ideas become more easily accessible than ideas that lack this powerful support believer’s create  So, it is so important that key people who have the spiritual strength and desire required to make the effort to understand and see the value in new spiritual ideas so that they can influence others to do so also!  Most people in this world are followers, so key individuals need to become the leaders in any spiritual movement powered by better spiritual theories and training techniques.  I have  so many good blog posts on this wordpress site, but one has to go through the trouble to skim down the 144 of them which is not made easy by how this site is constructed!

Here is a link to my YouTube videos:     https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPJFHd_Tr4SWnAHvmDf41rw

My youtube video link

8/13/17:  I am still on my diet of 1600 calories with 5 meals a day and still doing my rigorous meditative exercise program involving doing things only I can do, since I developed the technique and have the spiritual intensity and awareness to handle them psychologically and to pull them off safely! I now weigh 126 lbs at 5′ 10″. The intensity of Harvey may have taken off a little weight. But, I have now adjusted spiritually to the level of intensity that a storm that strong can create by doing all the meditative walking I did in it. My legs are recovering quickly from the soreness and aches this created with the wading through flood waters and walking in flip flops which can be quite difficult and require quite a bit of care that creates a lot of tension in the legs!

Meditative exercise link

 

Have close to 90 videos on a various subjects from a spiritually innovative perspective that need to get more public exposure.

I have had an extreme spiritual focus most of my life, since I am not very capable in any other area.  My survival on this planet has demanded that I focus with everything I got at continuously improving spiritually!  Necessity if often the mother of invention!  Living life on the edge can sharpen ones spiritual senses and motivate one to do what it takes to improve ones spiritual theories and meditative exercise techniques as well as nutrition so that one will develop the fined tuned  intuition required to keep one progressing and avoiding serious trouble and resultant setbacks.  I was born differently able with visual memory and finer nerve limitations that made me able to be really capable in a very unique way that enabled me to not only develop new spiritual theories and training techniques, but a new astrology system.  My spiritual approach is all about improving how we are able to perform spiritual as front line spirits in a physical world that badly needs us to better contribute to improving on the conditions that exist there.  I strongly feel we live in a world that is quite backward spiritually considering the serious challenges that exist in our modern highly technological age.  I understand that most people are pretty well set in their ways spiritually and uncomfortable venturing into anything that will challenge what they were taught to believe and often had programmed into them early in life.  But, I can only reach those that are really searching for better, more reasonable spiritual answers and willing to experiment with and evaluate that which is different from anything they are familiar with.  I have many spiritually focus blog posts here on wordpress that you can explore and here is the link to the YouTube videos My very spiritual  business partner Michelle Ronquillo and I have created:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPJFHd_Tr4SWnAHvmDf41rw

Trauma, denial, distortion of reality and projection of ones flaws on others and outside world.

We live in a world full of all sorts of #abusive behavior some directed toward others and by lashing out at the outside world(society). Some people indulge in reckless behavior; others in bad eating habits or harmful #drug #addictions. Collectively groups of people will get #angry and irrational and often countries will be propelled by this #anger to lash out at other country militarily without first coolly evaluating how to rationally work out their differences. In a world like this trauma will occur an awful lot with the psychological problems that come with it. The cycle of #abuse will continue as the #trauma even when healed physically will often leave #psychological scars and the #denial that comes with not wanting to face the deep #emotions that come with them. This denial and the distortion of reality that comes with it leads to a continuation of abusive behavior in this world. We all are abusive to some degree,since no one is perfect! But, we have a very high level of abusive behavior on this spiritually backward planet that needs to be addressed in order for us to develop the spiritual maturity to deal with the intense problems that living in a very technological advance world presents to us!

    Our spiritual programming determines how well we are able to face reality at its most challenging! If we have spiritual beliefs that tune of out of or devalue part of the reality we exist in, we will weaken our ability to tune into and cope with this reality. Seeing reality from all sides and angles is not easy to do! People often like to see only the part of reality that they are comfortable with based on where they are at psychologically and the impact of past trauma on them. One can not heal and grow further spiritually if one does not face ones flaws and the spiritual theories one has that tend to be supportive of the view of reality ones currently accepts. When ever one spiritually distorts reality one will suffer self abuse and also will be abusive of others. One can feel really justified in being abusive as a result of the denial that becomes part of ones psychology and spiritual state of being.
     One can not advance further spiritually if one is not willing to see ones spiritual/psychological problems and the #spiritual theories that underpin them. If one is locked into some spiritual beliefs as a result of them being supportive of the state of denial that comes with not facing and healing the spiritual/emotional impact of past trauma, it can be quite difficult to advance to a healthier level spiritually! When someone tries to reach these people with the strong spiritual energy and spiritual theories required to help them to heal they will often lash out at that person no matter how rational their presentation is. Irrationality and the distortion of reality is often part of those who have suffered abuse or trauma and not healed psychologically from it. Arrogance and an inability to face ones spiritual shortcomings is what prevents people from being receptive to the type of spiritual help they need. One can not help someone spiritually until they feel that they could benefit from such help. Often it takes a really challenging situation in their life and the hard lessons that come with it to get people to really see their shortcomings and want to spiritually #heal and improve their understanding of reality in a way that will prevent future hard lessons of the same type from happening again!
     The truth is most often in the complicated middle and requires one is able to see things from many angles and sides. One can through really challenging spiritual #meditation type training gain a stronger spiritual grip on reality and enable one to better handle the pain/struggle that often comes with getting more of a grip on reality and the truth that comes with this. #Pain is part of life and must be faced in order to gain more spiritual maturity and connection with reality. Once one has obtained an ability to handle a heavier dose of reality, then one will develop the #intuition required to sense which people are reliable/serious sources and thus become better at determining what sources are unreliable or not solid enough or have a feel to them that do not gibe with your sense of how #reality actually works.
Here is a link to my blog on the meditative/spiritual type training I do:

Meditative walking and other forms of meditation link

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2016/10/04/meditative-walking-developing-a-stronger-spiritual-connection-with-the-physical/

  • Thomas Goodwin "astrogoodwin"